Memory's Unreliable

There is so much I could say about this movie, it is difficult to focus my thoughts.  The plot, the story, the characters, the mystery... where to begin? And end?

Well, thanks to the internet, I know how to narrow my focus.  I probably never would have noticed some of this stuff if it weren't for the internet.  Gotta love it.  Most of this stuff I got from christophernolan.net 

So, we all watched the movie Memento.  We all remember what happens, at least for the most part, right? This was I think my fourth time watching it.  I finally got everything sorted out straight, the order of all the events right in my mind, and I was feeling pretty good about myself and my memory.  I thought I finally got most of the stuff figured out, except for a couple of those big mysteries that I doubt will ever be answered concretely.

But then, I ran into some crazy things that blew my mind.  They totally shattered my faith in my own memory and the reliability of said memory.  And knowing this movie and what this movie is all about, I seriously doubt that these things were simply continuity errors.

Consider this quote from Lenny: "Memory's not perfect, it's not even that good. Ask the police. Eyewitness testimony is unreliable. The cops don't catch a killer by sitting around remembering stuff. They collect facts... They make notes and they draw conclusions. Facts, not memories. That's how you investigate. I know, it's what I used to do. Look, memory can change the shape of a room, it can change the color of a car. And memories can be distorted. They're just an interpretation, they're not a record. And they're irrelevant if you have the facts."

So we talked about one thing already in class, which I had just noticed for the first time this viewing; that is, the quick change from Sammy in the hospital to Lenny.  While that is interesting, and a point of major contention for "Is Lenny really Sammy?", it is not what I want to focus on.

Here are the images that I really want to focus on.

This is the coaster on which Lenny finds the note from Natalie.  Note the two completely different styles of handwriting, supposedly on the same exact coaster, just at different times.

License plate when Lenny writes it down

License plate after he gets the tattoo

The same picture, but he has no beard in one.  Odd, huh?

There are probably several other things, knowing this movie.  All this goes to show that our memory is just as unreliable as Lenny's.  I think the main thing to think about in light of this, is this: maybe all these mysteries will never be resolved, because they aren't meant to be.  

Who is Jay Gatsby?

We have now seen/read three versions of The Great Gatsby. First, the source material, the original if you will--the novel by F. Scott Fitzgerald.

 

Second, the 1974 film version.

And third, the 2013 rendition for the big screen.

But... who is Jay Gatsby? Focusing mainly on the 2013 film version and the novel, I am going to attempt to give an answer to why Gatsby lives the way he does, and what it all is for.

We know that Nick says that Gatsby is the only one from the East who escapes his judgment. This makes Gatsby a point of interest, besides the fact that his name is in the title. This makes me wonder, why exactly is this?

Gatsby did not start out the way we see him initially; that is, he was not always wealthy, with a castle for a house and parties thrown every week. In fact, he started pretty much on the opposite side of the spectrum. He was born into a poor family with not much to show for themselves. And he was ashamed. He changed his name, left his home... and met Daisy. He fell in love with her. But he was deployed, so they were not together long. He hoped that she would wait for him, but alas, she did not. She married Tom Buchanan instead of him. He believed that she would not marry him if he was poor. And she would especially not leave her husband for him in that "state." So he made the money and the wealth that he thought would win her back.

I found this video psychoanalyzing Gatsby from Emory University. I think that it has a lot to say. When you watch it, I want you to be thinking of when Nick tells Gatsby that you can't repeat the past, and Gatsby says, "Of course you can."

I think this is pretty powerful stuff. There's a ton in this video. It's all about Gatsby trying to erase/escape his past. But it's filled with grief. I think that's the important distinction between Gatsby and the other characters in the story. Everyone else kind of escapes their pasts as well, if not where they came from then what they've done. "They were careless people, Tom and Daisy. They smashed up things and people, and then retreated back into their money and their vast carelessness."

But this makes me wonder: is Gatsby's love for daisy authentic? Throughout this whole process, I've been of the mind to say that yes, his love is authentic. And maybe it is, but why does he love this girl? I think that it's because she represents the antithesis of everything that he is running from. She was born rich and wealthy. She was never poor. This is what Gatsby wishes he was, wishes he had, and wishes he would become.